in life, you dont always get what you want. this phrase seems rather cliche but you cant deny the fact that ya its sorta true. unless you have like millions of bucks, then perhaps you can get anything you want. they always say money cant buy happiness, money cant buy friends but i think everyone's living in denial. you do know how the world revolves arnd money. you DO know how artificial the world is. that, you cant change. so live with it.
today i got back my basically almost all my papers. im too disappointed to regain back any confidence i had 2 weeks ago in me. if you were to have big bucks from ure dad, you'll bribe. bribery comes flattery. flattery comes acceptance. to put it all in a sentence, you'll get good education with money. money money money.
i love money. you cant change that. everyone loves money. dont lie to ureself you're not shallow. dont lie to yourself that you think looks totally doesnt matter. dont lie to yourself that you think no one in the world is ugly/ not pretty. dont lie to yourself thinking that "oh i feel guilty cos i got higher than you for ure science" uhh hello stop being a freaking liar and telling everyone WHAT A GOOD GIRL YOU ARE.
good is a SUBJECTIVE term.
in your case, good just doesnt make it.
i may be sarcastic i may be impatient, i may be like stupid Okonkwo in th novel things fall apart- cant control my emotions. i may be bitchy i may hav a big mouth i may be a hypocrite i may be a liar sometimes i may be someone who hates to help at times i may not have any initiative in things i need to do.
at least im myself.
thats freaking who i am. who are you to change that?
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