belle who?

So you blame him for ruining your plans? So you blame his grandfather for causing an unsatisfactory ending to your so called picture-perfect imagination of your 4th month relationship? So you blame his grandfather who had to be admitted to the hospital for the cause of your wrecked plans? So you blame everyone except yourself for screwing up shit? If my boyfriend's grandmother fell down and had to be sent to the hospital as quickly as possible and it so happens to be our 6th month, i will sacrifice and let him go to meet her cause i know, i very well know that she is tons more important than me and loads more impt than our relationship.

You were most definitely the main source of my inspiration but being selfish just wont get you anywhere. And i doubt i can retrieve even a single percent back of respect i once had for you cause apparently i just dont.like.you.at.all.anymore