dont expect luck all the time

i did mention i studied pretty hard for this year's first common test. got back half of our scripts today and its not impressive. i got a freaking B for lit and i dont think i can accept that. cant i just get one more mark to obtain one A? and math was a killer paper. and i got killer results.  not in a good way though. i got a friggin single digit number over 40. with results like this..... how in the world am i gonna get in to JC? -.-

pity me pity me pity the soul out of me...... i got an A for chem though but i hav a gut feeling my physics i'll either fail or get a C6. i know this may seem like im cursing myself but i really cant help it. seems like today's one of those days where there's a big cloud above my head with no sunshine.



i miss manhatten fish market omg i cant wait for march hols : )

not to mention, today marks the start of the B div tournament for my beloved bowlers. natt, nick, wira, marcus, roy, abby, ernest, fatanah - good luck guys, love you : )

my saturday

my saturday was pretty awesome. too bad the pics are in my camera and im lazy to upload them. partly cox i cant upload them BECOX my sis brought the camera out today thanks.

met gossip girl for breakfast and practically stayed there until friggin 4pm and then headed to hansel's place for a movie. headed to parkway at around eight-ish and hooray i got my specs! waited at the taxi stand with father h and i saw JAN TO THE ICE and andry ;)

okaes anyhoo my mummy made some custard thingy from scratch today. i am not a good baker/ chef but i consider myself talented in a way that i will definately get some genes/talent from my mummy in excellent pasty skills! im a late bloomer FYI.

hip hip hooray tomorrow's monday we're gonna get back our results. can u just sense my explosive excitement just bursting thru the wall?!???



today is the day where i go crazy seeing boys with side smiles heheheee i hope i have a boyfr like that doesnt hav to be like francisco lachowski if he has a side smile it'll do.
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ok no i take back my words. HE HAS TO BE LIKE francisco lachowski AND have a side smile. call me retarded cox i know i cant get such an awesome unicorn boyfrn but wtv this affects my future not yours :P

excuses aint chic

i conclude im a monster. may you come back aft reading this post. : )

after months, i finally had my dose of macs breakfast. hur hur suckers

morning sunshines

been up since half an hr ago i guess the tapping the pillow thingy works ;)

i think francisco lachowski is one unicorn. ok ya if u guys think im slow well im not ok! i just didnt know whats his name so one day i found out all by myself.. how much awesome can i get?????? heheh self-flattery works. and therefore i shall pat my head again. patting my head is different from patting my back OKAY.

patting the back is like.......i dont know patting the dog.
or is the other way around?  hur hur hur wtverrr.

gah im up so early and there's nothing to study, no movies i wanna watch i dont like watchin movies and i dont even know whats "i am number four" about. i shall be more awesome slash independent slash awesome slash awesome slash independent and find out by myself. i deserve a standing ovation pls. i think im crazy la OK. those morning syndromes you get when you wake up so darn early changes you. i feel like a sunshine girl.

will be getting back all results by nxt week. and there will be like english lessons everyday which i think is pretty messed up srsly -.- i find ms nurul kindaaaaa bitchy. not my fault i think that way.





the rollecoaster at uss is officially open. and i really miss the hols. like seriously. ): ok gotta get ready im heading out now bye loveliess hav a happy saturday!!!

over. officially over for now

im gonna enjoy my well-deserved weekend cos i studied so super hard for common test from sleeping so late at night to waking up at arnd 4 plus just to cramp for the exams is something i dont find elegant nor do i find it "smart" but it was the only thing i could do so that i hav a little stroke of confidence in myself- its like you feel smarter after you're studying. to me, i just feel super accomplished so i feel good.

ya even though its all last minute revision im gonna give myself a good old pat on the back. if u guys are reading this dont pat ureself dont copy me i want to pat my back FIRST.

from my perspective of this year's common test will be one i would not like to go through again. it hurts to study so hard and you KNOW you got that information inside your head but when u see the questions, you P A N I C. i think panicking is a kpo form of emotion/ expression WHATEVER. to panic is to be paranoid. and who likes to be called paranoid -.-

if im boring you guys then TOO BAD.




my feet is officially pronounced DEAD. just got back home from a friday night with brown cow. i think a special birdie should be super thankful to have us in her life ;) what we're gonna do is SUPER KEWT TO THE KEWTEST MAXIMUM OF KEWT. BOOM BOOM BOW BEEEETCHEEXXXZZZZ

i didnt finish my ss

kill me shoot me hit me now

in a mess

there were a couple of highlights on friday.

such as mr jit locking us in the classroom, expecting us to rearrange our tables and chairs and act civilised and there was dance at bendemeer sec which was pretty much awesome cox i think our school did well :) i want to be more flexible. and i when i say i wanna be flexible i really do mean i want to be able to do splits as easy as pea and i want to be able to stretch my leg high up until i touch my nose. yeah......... some things in life just come by luck and to others, practice practice practice.

ok maybe im talking something thats not making sense. heheh chirp chirp.

i;ve never been so unprepared for CT. its like i hav a feeling smtg will go wrong but hey lookit its pessimistic me assuming things. prolly meeting jiahui latr to study. then meeting momsy to hav my eyes checked up. and maybe just maybe im getting braces but no way hosay thats not getting in my way i hope.
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my best friend's turning 16 soon ;)

stressed out like totally

school is too stress for me to handle. a million things hav been happening and common test is just nxt week. im beginning to go senile cox my expectations this yr for me shud be much higher but im losing confidence in almost anything ): to be honest, im hating dance right now. i cant accept the fact of going bendemeer sec this fri and going home at 7. uh hello i wanna go home to revise -.-

 i wanna go back to nursery school, where everything was much more peaceful and the only thing i rlly srsly stressed about was...........nothing. yeah... nothing. i wonder what life would be right now without stress. sure, it'll be more boring. but, im pretty sure its gonna be much simpler.

valentines day xoxo

TODAY IS VALENTINES DAY~ 

to be honest, i wasnt actually so stoked bout valentines day cos i hav to do so many things all in one day but it seems like im kind of the most excited one for valentines day :) forget about being a couple, i hav one whole stretch of lovely honeybees celebrating it with me. the more the merrier, the happier i get :) 

heheee i love my girls :) the first valentines i spent, and the best one so far hehe im a happy chick today i feel super loved cox everything went well minus the part where ms farinna came to class and taught us completing the SQUARE which i SUCK in. i dont like~ 

and i feel super happy for janice!!! :D

HOW WAS YOUR VALENTINESSSSS????????/

P.S chingay was awesome tooo bad you suckers didnt go heheeee ok ct1 is cmg happy studying but for now, enjoy tdae filled with LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE XOXO YOU KNOW U LOVE ME MUACKS

i forgive

im stoked for chingay!~ here i am in my room getting ready oh and its ISK's birthday on 12 february which is tomorrow!!!! so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE! :D i aint gonna wish you to grow older cox ya i think you're old already hehehe ok im kidding!

and school today was friggin awesome by the way.
we had free periods all the way and ya i want a rose for valentines AT LEAST i want to get smtg :)



gahh i really got no time i only had a single scoop of rice gahh chingay ends at friggin 1130 i hope a cute cuy comes to my rescue and give me food to eat; fatten me up a bit. OK FINE BROWN COWS IM GONNA HEAD OUT NOW MISS ME LOVE ME. OK BYE XOXO

everyone's in denial

valentines is cmg and i think the old "hey im single for valentines i feel friggin awesome its better being single than being in a couple" phrase is just so.... old and cliche. i just think people are in denial cox they dont have any boyfriends or any date partners or WHATEVER. i dont really give a flying toot about valentines but since everyone's making it such a big huge ginormous humongous deal then i shall too make it somewhat a part of my life? i had sushi for lunch today. i dont like spending money on cold sticky rice just cox i dont rlly hav anything else to spend on. but ya rice to me is always an EXCEPTION. i think im a passionate lover~ :) 

naseha today wanted to tear her foolscap from the pad and she friggin tore it into half!!! and i friggin laughed like a monkey slash gorrila slash hyena slash slash slash hahah joke of the day seriously ahhaha!!!!!!! and today i was super confused for MATH. i dont like completing the squareeee~ why must i complete the square? cant they just complete it FOR ME -.- gahh its almost 9 now call me awesome cox imma hav my late showerr and be fresher and smell nicer than all of you. try to beat you, you know you cant XOXO :)

what'cha know bout me?!

i look cheeky. heheee :)

life at 15 is so mundane. janice calls me a loser cox i dont hang out with her aft school anymore cox im usually off for cca or taking the bus back home. ugh i dont want to be called loser. i think me talking about school is so dull i mean.....its like nothing special. i want to be the unique one that talks about something other than school school school.

but life has been such a bore. there's really nothing else to talk about BESIDES school. its too boring to NOT talk about. i cant wait for june. me and jiahui are already fantasizing about what we're gonna wear and what we're gonna do while the boys i think are excited for PORN since its just a LITTLE DEAL there in germany. hehehe heheh did you guys hear that???!???

IM FRIGGIN GOING GERMANY BBY :)

15 not going on 50 ;)

heheheh happy birthday to me :) im finally 15 but to me, its not much of a big deal. i still consider myself the apple of my parent's eyes and the baby in the family. 15 or 50, i will continue living my life with great determination heheh i sound like im never gonna commit suicide WHICH IM NOT haha

and i went to the friggin village for like 4 days. i woke up on saturday, where all my relatives wished me happy birthday and i had 2 cakes all to my friggin self. not such an extravagant bdae party but it means a lot. i almost teared reading bdae msgs to ME cox ya IM JUST LIKE THAT YA'LL

i celebrated my bdae with friends and my family i treasure lots. i even went to the lalang fields at msia with adil and nas :) hehehe and had my dose of manhatten fish market which had an awesome caesar salad HE HE HES

and dont be jealous of me cox i played with a waterfall it was super friggin cold i think it was like friggin 5 degrees or smtg but doesnt matter. im fresh and you guys arent~ hah suckerssssss.

oh oh secret time

dance today was pretty slack for me and kirstie cox we were only involved in the second part of the SYF dance which means less work for us. so we sat in the corner talking bout the most outrageous things. i know my hair looks super messy + gross +untidy ya okay wtv. that was like aft i was jumping arnd like a human cow so forgiveness......i ask from you guys t.t i want to wear good shoes with good friction tmrw. if i fall on stage, i wont forgive myself PERIOD.