Temasek Poly

Hello!! TODAY THE WEATHER WAS INSANE.

Ive never heard the weather go up to 35 degrees before! I believe the monsoon rain has stopped so the sun will be in my face soon.

I had the urge to visit TP because i heard the place was home to my most beloved course! Its like ive been yearning to get into mass comm because its really FOR ME.

I initially wanted to go to ngee ann because it had the best mass comm and we are able to minus a point from our scores which will make it relatively easier to go in but i decided that ngee ann was ridiculous in terms of the distance. There's no way im going to take a 1 hour ride via mrt, take a bus and walk a few metres to reach the school. There is really no way im able to put in that much effort especially when the sun is burning my skin like its freaking burning chicken wings.

Temasek Poly was GREAT! I loved everything about it! It was clean and the courses appealed to me and the people there (i guess) are pretty approachable and definitely friendly. It was like my calling. And the layout of the school is nice and its HUGE and i always LOVE A HUGE SCHOOL.

And there's this huge open area intersection which is mad love! Imagine walking there and meeting your friends! Its so cute... >.<

The cut off point for apparel design and merchandising is around 15-16. Its one of my choices because i love fashion but the most disappointing fact about it is the fact that i have to draw in the course! I cannot draw to save my life. You give me a pencil and a piece of paper, the best thing that i can come up with is probably draw a few flowers and doodle a heart or two because thats really the only thing i can draw.

Once, during o level prep, i was drawing a cuboid and when i showed it to my friend, he was like "what the fuck is that? why so lopsided". I mean, ANYONE can draw a cuboid right? But i cant!! Its like impossible for me. The level of symmetry is like so advanced. I really cant make it look proportionate and overall it'll just look like a mess!

And i mad want the pink design tee! But if i get into mass comm, i'll be getting a yellow one which is cute also but yknow..........pink...........vs........yellow......of course...pink.

I hope so hard i can get into mass comm! Even though the cut off point is quite high (11-13). But god please hear my prayers! I deserve something wonderful too...

Tumblr tag

Had the urge to complete one of these tags. It looks so satisfying i just had to give it a shot!

1. What is your ultimate OTP and why?

Princess Aurora and Prince Phillip from Sleeping Beauty. If you're asking for something out of the fantasy fairy tale book, i would have to say....................Phyras and Naseha ;P

2. If you won a million dollars, how would you spend it?

Give a large portion to my parents. GO FREAKING SHOPPING UNTIL I BURN MY TOES FROM WALKING

3. Whom is your spirit animal? Why?

Had to google what is spirit animal...not gonna answer this question because i believe it kind of questions my religious faith. Im not a pagan.....

4. What is your favorite video game?

SOUL CALLIBUR, TEKKEN, STREET FIGHTER, STREET FIGHTER ALPHA , STREET FIGHTER X TEKKEN, SIMS (just because i can have more than 1 wife and that takes skills!!)

5. Where are you from?

Im from Singapore a.k.a the country that bans gum and i support it (Y)

6. Describe one sexual fantasy you have. (I know you at least have one! >:P)

Hmm............i really never thought about this! honest!

7. What is one thing that you would change about yourself if you could?

It is to have a smaller butt.

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8. Do you have any unusual talents? Share one.

I can differentiate different brands of rice, diff types of rice. 

9. What is your favorite holiday?

School hols for going out and resting. Basically any holiday that can make me have all the free channels.

10. What is one language that you wish you were fluent in?

Korean. 

11. Name one superpower ability you would love to have.

The power to persuade people.

12. Why’d you join Tumblr?

I wanted to see why it has such a great gravitational pull on people.

   

13. Do you want to get married? Have kids?

Yes, and yes. :-)

14. What are your goals for 2013?

Be damn smart, be a better Muslim and channel my inner fashionista? 

   

15. Who was your last heartbreak and why?

Mei youh laaaii

16. Bra size?

I dont know exactly but im an A 

17. Name six things you wish you could do for now.

-Get back my skinny figure

-Get rid of the scars on my legs ): 

-Become famous hahahahaaha like xiaxue so i can get a lot of sponsors

-Have fantastic hair

-Be VERY PHOTOGENIC 

-Meet the SM town family

  

18. Who was your celebrity obsession in middle school? (We all had one. Don’t lie.)

Someone korean. Duh

   

19. Plans after high school?

The main goal is university

    

20. Would you ever have sex with one of your teachers? Current or past.

Never. 

    

21. Any regrets?

Where should i start

     

22. Orbit or 5 gum?

??? vat is this

23. Name 5 things you like about yourself. (Really do it, I know you can!)

I like my rebuttals, im kind, my sense of humour, i guesss i can dance....hehe, the fact that im keen on literary interests (does the abovementioned count?)

24. Do you have any pets? (If yes, tell me about them!)

I had many types of fishes when i was younger. From the lohan to the goldfish. Then i had a hamster who died after 2 years. His name was 'Atan Jimmy'. Pronounced as ah-tahn-jee-mee

25. Who’s your favorite Superhero? Why?

I like cyclops and nightcrawler from xman. They're not useless. 

26. Who’s your current celebrity obsession(s)?

Exo

27. What’s your favorite band/musician? (And check out Cry Monster Cry)

Exo, dbsk. Anyone from SM.

28. What’s your passion? (Like photography, drawing, singing, etc.)

I like to write. & very keen on fashion

29. What’s your favorite animal? Why?

This is tough! I generally like every animal except amphibians and reptiles (excluding turtles)

30. What are your sexual fantasies? (with who?(; )

I dont think about sex when i see someone cute.

31. Beverage of choice?

Ice horlicks or coke.

32. What weird habit do you have?

I check the rice cooker every 30-45 mins or every hour.

33. What’s one thing you’ve been wanting to say to someone that you don’t have the courage to tell them? ( Person you love, parents, best friend, sibling, etc.)

I appreciate all of you <3

Still living in the past

Call me clingy, but yes im still dwelling in 2012. 

Pretty ironic for someone like me who stated that she doesnt like to dwell in the past or doesnt like people who dwell in the past but this time, i really cant help it. 

Shall i share my regrets of 2012? 

Apart from my "heartwarming" message about my mum which is also one of the HUGEST regret of last year, the next biggest regret was definitely school. 

No, not that i regret going to school. 

Its more like i regret not using my brain. 

I will be totally honest here and say nothing but the truth but i really regret not studying harder. I only studied smartly after prelims which was like 4 more weeks to o levels? That was when i consistently visited the library from its opening hours and stayed until its closing hours. 

I didnt even have tuition and it was at this point of time where i stopped attending school because i felt school was just a waste of time. When im in school, the weather is humid as hell and i feel like im a freaking smoke room or sauna. I COULDNT BREATHE IN SCHOOL. I HATED SCHOOL. 

I attended a few night studies which helped a lot but i hated it when my friends sat with me because i wanted to give maximum attention to my books but my friends were like so awesome to talk to and they did help me on some sums but i felt like i kind of lost an opportunity to fully consult a teacher. My fault, my fault. 

During extra math class, i didnt really do work. I merely did very very basic work so that i could get everything right and feel better about myself haha and during extra math class i dont really consult the teacher cause i knew how to do everything - any work that she had given me YES EVERYTHING i could fully or if not on the whole knew how to do. 

I dont study at home. Because my sofa is a killer. I dont study in my room because my bed is there. So i could only study in the dining room but its so noisy (to me) so that was when i started to retreat to the library. 

When O levels began, i was quite prepared but i screwed up 2 papers which were really like the death of me. Before the literature exam, i didnt even study (i swear). I never remembered any quotes, i didnt even read the 2 books, i only recapped the 2 books with clement in like 10minutes. I could do the lit paper but is it 'A' WORTHY? If i dont get an A for lit, its official that i have cheated myself because lit is my forte man....If i dont have lit, i honestly have nothing.

Now a few days away to getting my results and im freaking out. I hope you guys can pray for me :(  Hehe sorry for being shameless but haish.....i really need all the help i can get.

So there it is, one of my biggest regrets. 

In my life

Excuse for the day

I WILL BLOG SOON I PROMISE PLS BELIEVE ME~

Dearest mummy

It's times and moments like these, that make me reminisce the times, especially this year before it officially ends.

It's 130am as I type this, clearly overwhelmed with a bunch of emotions that im afraid, can't be ignored.

Honestly I feel like crying.

No, not because of the wonderful moments that 2012 has casted upon me. Certainly not the best of friends that has got me feeling emotional.

Its my mum.

This year, I haven't been so great to my mum. Of course, I'm still sweet to her, still devoted to her, still love her but this year I thought of things I regret so much thinking.

There were times I was embarrassed of her, annoyed by her because she was really soooo blurr, mad at her because she is extremely forgetful, disappointed at her at times for being too unreasonable, sad because she sometimes wasn't there for me and just really genuinely very frustrated with her because of the generation clash which was just really freaking stupid and unnecessary because between a mother and her daughter, nothing- I repeat nothing- can divide the bond that we naturally have. And for me to blame on this generation gap is clearly absurd because I know deep down inside, it's not the generation gap that momentarily scalded our relationship but it is in fact the selfish, obnoxious and conceited human being that is me.

I think about my dear friend when I start to circle around these frustrated burst of opinions regarding my mum because he is kind of the reason why I want to change. He lost his mum unfortunately and as I think about that, and dwell on the possibility that that can happen to me, i start to panic and I start to worry. I'm thankful for him because his perseverance and good guidance that he has instilled in himself makes me desperately want to appreciate the closest person to me - and that is of course my mum.

I start to remind myself that a mother, my mother to be exact, is the most beautiful and the most precious thing in the world. And to part with her, I fear so greatly for being without her, I believe the pressure will get to me. And sooner or later, I will enter to different depths of despair and melancholy. Sooner or later, I will crumble so quickly.

I love my mummy so much. If only she knew how much I love her,

will love her,

will always be with her,

will always think about her,

will always always pray for her.

Because she taught me to be a great person, to be someone who loves God and to be someone whom she can trust and call 'child'.

I love my mummy so much because we are exactly like 2 peas in a pod, but definitely more alike.

I regret so hard into ever thinking about such rude thoughts about her. Cause now I'm thinking, what would I do without her? Ask yourself that too because there's nothing out there that can replicate the stunning being that let you in this world, to replicate the most amazing thing that is your mother.

Please treasure your mum, guys. She's the best blessing and the best form of support and kindness you'll ever receive in your life :)

I love my mummy so much. So so so SO much. And I'm glad to know, that she loves me just as much too.

What i've been up to

Behold the sweater weather month! This December has been more chilly than the previous Decembers that i can actually remember.

Got hooked into the new drama called "School 2013" which i recommend to all my friends! Its really good and the cast is ~loovely~ The drama is still airing so the latest episode is actually episode 7 but there are 2 new episodes every week so stay tuned if you're interested like me!

I swear this show beats all the other dramas that were released this year! Almost every other drama that i watched this year got me rolling my eyes and stopping halfway with no intention at all to continue and/or got me uninterested and just bored.

Sincerest apologies for kind of force feeding you guys some korean shit because im really the type of person who likes it when people appreciate my personal taste for shows cause it shows that i have good taste in them! And honestly i think i have great taste in the media world. 

Movies aside, 

i watched Yam baked for her colleagues and played monopoly deal with her which damaged my self-esteem and confidence cause she easily destroyed me 6 times in a row. 

Went ikea with nas and sara and had an impromptu sleepover at Nas's place! Like good ol' times! :) & being the awesome friend that i am, i helped her stud her new denim vest which was really a pain in the ass because it was tidious as !#&^%#!?

Here's a selca for the people who miss my face!! :DDDDD 

With a shameless instagram border that i refuse to crop out. Blame the lazy genes! 

Look at them cina eyes

A song to share

Turn on the captions to understand the lyrics, the volume and enjoy!

Even if kpop aint your cup of tea, i swear you'll love this song.