My winter wonderland debut

So december is finally here which means xmas and simple get togethers. My december will be a little bit different as compared to the previous years as im flying off to two countries till new years. So its official that i'll be celebrating both my xmas, boxing day and new years overseas =)

I hope this xmas will be a stunning celebration for all of you and i hope everyone will enjoy themselves. Eat a feast, and i bless you all to be happy forever <3

So bye sweaty singapore!!! I'll be exchanging you for london and paris in a few hours hehe so have a happy and much merry christmas and an extravagant new year =) Till then.

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU XOXO,

Sailor moon <3

Risky

You all probably have realized that my fringe is such an asshole. Its so weird. Its like long and little and i hate it so much.

To avoid being manipulated by hairdressers into cutting my fringe to be BANGS or SHORTER THAN BANGS, i did some research to make sure my hair wont go wrong. I'll be flying off tmr so if anything sad happens, im not going to enjoy myself.

People tell me to grow out my fringe but patience is one thing my friend. And i, very well am aware that i do not have a single ounce of patience in my body.

I went to my favourite korean website since they have beautiful hair instead of those american ones you can find in google and their hair is so pretty and they're so cute!! How is it humanly possible to be so cute and pretty at the same time?!!!

So I consulted my sister asking if I should do my side bangs again and she annoyingly lectured me in some 'I know better and doing my voice like this I know I sound intelligent so listen to me' voice. That's one thing I can't fricking stand in my life. The urge of having my side bangs is no doubt there but my courage is so weak.

Im like the epitome of cowardice and have been the boring white lamb all my life and I always question myself when the hell will I ever strip off my wool for a mane of hair and try out to be the lion that I have always admired since I was young.

When i say i need a drink, i mean mineral water

Its been pretty long so im here to pen (or shud i say type instead?) down what has happened for the past week. Will just storytell snippets of my past days. My days arent really that fascinating but i'll try not to bore you. I NEVER BORE U GUYS ANYWAY SO HERE GOES

I started watching vampire diaries. Peer pressure i must say. And i did watch 2 episodes of new girl but it didnt really captivate me much. So vampire diaries, from what i believe was the main cause on why i fell ill. I suppose its because i got a little bit addicted and so i finished the first season in 3 days. I started on season 2 last two days ago but i gave myself a break cause watching a marathon of 40 minute episodes does not scream healthy in any way.

Yesterday i woke up at 3am only to find myself having the worst case of sorethroat ever. Went to the toilet every 5 minutes and found myself awake till 830am. So i took my medicine and slept the whole day, like literally the whole day. My mum came home and being the motherly parent she is, she fed me and placed a cold wet towel on my body. Its not really the time for you guys to be calling me childish since these are the things your mum does for you when you were in primary school but i say, im never too young.

Today i woke up at 7 just to go to the polyclinic to get more medicine but i was seriously too weak so my mum ended up getting a 3 different types of medicine for me before she went off to work. Little did she know, i fell asleep when she came to my room to drop it off. Woke up some time later and forced myself to take my medicine and it sucked so bad for me since i could not find my phone's charger to charge my phone. So i got droswy and slept for what i felt was like a days' sleep but i woke up looking at the time to only be 1055am. Cant believe natt surprised me in my room bringing for me my chuck taylors she borrowed ahahah so thankful for her man. She didnt bring me any trouble at all!! =) Bathed and slept till 3 and here i am dozing off here and there.

Sleep would be the perfect medicine for me right now. Laughter on the other hand, will be too much of a pain.

The legend

When Michael Jackson died, that boy's family admitted that his raping cases were all a lie. They just wanted his money. He was not a rapist. He was the freaking king of music. - Everything you all wouldnt ever be.

Say hola

Feeling rather pressed with myself for not studying. I only did Romeo and Juliet which was just homework. A no-brainer hw actually. I still have a couple of things I want to get and I'm not loving the fact that I'm spending money like water. Scrimping and saving was never my thing. Tried to but like what everyone says, once you go black you never go back. I can't quit my ways. So never give me money.

4 minutes to save the world

Nothing like instagram that can spice things up a lil

Lol

You are hilarious. Posting your whole birthday wishlist on your tumblr for your boyfriend to see.
And then you cooly end off the post, saying how nice it is to dream.
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Yeah. Im never really satisfied about anything. 

I luv foster the ppl and thats so raven

So i have been indulging myself in thats so raven recently. Its been ages since ive watched it on good ol' tv! And i still question on how people are able to score fricking 5 million to 11 million for temple run.

So today was my 2nd round of shopping with my mummy. Paid for most of the stuff haha what a good daughter right! My mother in law will be so proud of me ~ Bought myself a few more sweaters and all im left with are scarves, thermal wear, legwear and gloves to buy. In less than a week, i'll be flying off so i really am running out of time!!

So before i fly off, i'll be stopping by kl for some pepper lunch and ichiban ramen and other goodies. And before i go off to kl, i'll be having a sleepover at bestie's house for a short while haha heard that she has her own pool ah omg that bitch kept that away from me haha

omfg im freaking excited arent you excited for me too?

Ask yourself

It kills me how im always the one being hated upon just because of my freedom of speech, just because i have different likings. I dont know why everyone is being such a bitch just because i say whats on my mind. If you dont know what i really mean, its called an opinion and i swear you all have one too.

Some opinions are so destructive and some opinions are a delight. But nothing in this freaking world comes all sugar coated. Dont tell me you guys havent said shit about a particular topic, and dont swear to me that you guys have never had a bad opinion on something before. You are all lying, you're all lying to me. Stop making me feel like im so sinned, and stop making yourself look like you're one freaking angel.

I have learnt from my parents, that some opinions are meant to be hidden and are not meant to be said out loud. But sometimes, you just want to say your opinions out, because you want people to appreciate a piece of your mindset and you want people to know something about you, even if it means just a percentage of your profile.

I made this blog to get noticed. Im going to be super frank about this. I want people to read my blog because i want them to appreciate my own opinions. I dont consider myself such a bad guy because, things that i hate, i have reasons for hating them. I dont get why im so wronged about this. WHAT ON EARTH HAVE I DONE WRONG?

If you're so bothered about every single shit i say, then we all should be born mute. Let this world be a boring and uneventful thing that has ever happened in our dull lives.

So you guys can criticize and say how much you hate kpop and i cant say two cents about why i dislike 2pm? So you guys talk shit about how angsty i always am, but i cant state how bothered i am about your attitude? Am i from a level so inferior compared to all you? Who do you think you are? You're not a freaking prophet, so dont freaking lecture me.

When i say something offensive, people get offended. Ok fine, im sorry but i cant change for you. I just cant. Who am i to make everyone happy? Im not the damn president, for goodness sake.

You guys think you're so good and you treat me like a criminal.
You guys act like you've never said anything mean before, and you see me as a disrespectful bitch.








Why would you want to do that to me? )': 

A very happening day

Woke up mad early, at 6 and started my day with hotcakes <3 The satisfaction was temporary as the repercussions and the careless beings of having only 4 hours of sleep were catching up.

Bear with me. Its going to be a pretty lengthy post this time round =)

We were issued some welcoming kits of which had singapore's map and some sightseeing places in singapore for the regional artists. So was assigned to different terminals, and we had to seperate.

So this is the order of their flights.

Indonesia > Phillipines > Malaysia > Thailand > Vietnam

I was so stoked for thailand cos i hoped so bad that there were gonna be cute boys or someone cute. I was so despo to fetch them and i was already waiting for them at terminal 2 BUT THEN my 2nd sis called asking me to run back to send the welcoming kits which she forgot to take from my first sis sooo i had to chase away my dreams..........how sad

And the vietnam girl was so frickin pretty she's like a fricking princess!!! Dress so nice, talk so soft and sweet, so cute and sophisticated ah omg IM YOUR NUMBER ONE FANGIRL

Never in my life have i ever thought i would be the one carrying this. Im always the one laughing behind the back of people who HAVE to do this. But...........

I had to carry THIS. If not..........i die and u all will cry.

So after sending them off to scape, we headed to ritz carlton. The service was beyond impeccable and i felt like I was the fricking princess ok. And there was this rlly cute guy there and i swear he's not much older than me but definitely older. I can sense it.

It was rest and relax for the artists, same so for us so we went for some touch ups. Ok basically, i didnt really have anything to touch up on my face except for some powder but thats it. 'Touch ups' just sound sophisticated?

I look like a naked mole rat.

Anyway the toilet was so toasty and happy and it had a sofa. Ok ive been to ritz carlton before and i have been to a hotel before so all this stuff isnt new i just like to describe things, IF you havent noticed. So dont find me annoying!! *angel eyes*

And i was present for the press conference and i saw train, mike posner and hao ren!! Actually, this are the only 3 i care about. Hao ren is so cute i want him to be my teddy bear. I chope already ah. You all cannot take.

So the first day ended really great and we reached home around 7? Freshened up and charged my phone cause i had a super tight instinct that a fully charged phone is super essential the next day.

The next day was full of surprises and mayhem. I dont really want to go in detail for this since im really lazy to type it all out. I'll just make it as simple as possible.

This was when we were trying to avoid the indonesians. They were so cheeky and flirty i wanted to hurl. Im standing directly in front of the xmas tree...which was where hao ren was standing like 2 minutes ago. Im so bummed i didnt have the guts to snap a photo with him. SCREW MYSELF.

Oh and hao ren is really tall. Checked out his height cause *ahem* my mum had uhmm a copy of his passport and so i found out he is really tall. Like my ideal tall. 183cm! Ah what a show stopper

My really awkward smile trying to maintain similar sizes for both eyes and to prevent myself from looking like kermit the frog.

In case you all are so clueless about whats actually going on, me and my sisters are helping out my mum's company to guide the regional artists. But these artists are actually competition winners from their own countries, and they're not super well-known. They're here for the sony contest which will give out 1k to 5k to the top 3 winners =)

Unexpectedly, or as expected, it rained. And we had to ferry the artists to the stage.

AND OMG I FERRY-ED ONE OF THE THAI BOYS. HE'S NOT GOOD LOOKING CUTE BUT HE'S LIKE SMURF CUTE OMG SUUUUUPER ADORABLE I TELL U AND SUPER NICE.

I luv boys with thai accent no actually i like anything thai

thai girls thai boy tom yum so yummy yum yum

Oh and did i mention, singapore was competing as well? I'll blog about them the next post.

Let me freaking defame the shit out of them.

And i bumped into phyras's brother and we became cool friends!! Actually all of us were one happy family except for the sporean artists and everyone's so kind to one another it felt so homey minus the sporean artists. OK this post, is international biased. Spore........i dont really want to say anything about them for now

So after everything's done, IT WAS THE CONCERT.

AND MIKE POSNER IS SO AWESOME AND TRAIN WAS SO COOOOOL

Now i wanna go to a concert!! Ahhhh should have followed nas &bunny to flo rida

And train was wonderful =) hey soul sister was sooooooooooo great

Red lights

If you have the eyes of a hawk, you'll notice my face is seriously copy paste from the previous picture. No, not copy paste from my sis ok. I still dont get what people see in us, to say that we look so damn alike. Cause honestly, we are so different. Its like im the rabbit, and she's the sun.

SEE. SO DIFFERENT.

Anyway, train waved at me like 2x and mike posner was only 30cm away from me im not kidding i swear i swear

So here are the regional artists. Trust me, in real life, they're drop dead gorgeous. I felt so alone cause apparently they were all so colourful and happy and you have me..........who is decked out in black. like FULL-BLACK.

I dont think being a ninja was necessary on that day.

Thai!!

Malaysia truly asia!

 

Phillipines!! They clinched 2nd prize and i swear they are all like little mermaids ok! so melodious and happy

Thai again hahah you can see im damn biased

A very nice bunch!!

There wasnt much photos with me and the vietnam girl ): but she got 1st prize ahh omg i was so happy for her that i screamed "I LOVE YOU VIETNAM" when she went to receive the prize haha i didnt give a shit when ppl stared at me sigh wish i could show u guys more of her! Anyway dont chu think my all access pass is so wicked cool i feel like a celebrity

Ended my day at 11pm getting a lot of hugs and thanks from all the artists. And the next day, we're all facebook friends!! How much happier can i get hehe

Oops i left spore out.

Like i give a shit.