Billion dollar baby

Lol so i fetched my bro from pasir ris yesterday and it was funny cause he ran to us when he saw us haha! I was mad happy to see him come back after not being able to see him for 2 weeks and i felt like there was a drastic change in him, in a way that he is more physically and mentally prepared. Its kind of weird to see him so disciplined compared to his youth years way way back. Creeped out how NS can really change you in a blink of an eye.

Anw i think girls who enlist for ns are just inferior ladies who aim to be better than boys and are an over-achiever. Kinda ridiculous to be jumping around doing obstacle courses and pumping when its so obvious its supposed to be for the boys'. I presume that girls who enlist for ns are just people who want to prove to people that they're strong and they're trying to do great things for the country.

So i think its crap.

Guys get recognition for being strong,manly and being the breadwinner of a household.
Girls get recognition for being lady like, having a true form of elegance and sophistication, and doing their best as a housemaker. SO there's no purpose or benefit apart from fitness if you survived your 2 years in ns.

Whats the point of fitness anyway. When you get married you'll get pregnant and all you do is crave stuff, eat food here eat food there and remain weak forever cause you're carrying a baby in your tummy.

lol it looks like im making pregnancy sound like such a bad thing. DONT GET ME WRONG.
I THINK PREGNANCY IS BLISSFUL.

Just dont get pregnant before you've finally changed your name and are officially off as someone's wife yet still not forgetting you're someone's child. I think girls who get pregnant before marriage are sotong balls.
They are cheap and give pleasure to ppl cos of their taste but in the end get back being eaten alive.

Do your womb and youth a favour. You dont have a million wombs to waste in this world.

Ending off w an annoying face! CHAOWPIAOWZ

Rock it like this

Exams are officially over and in 5 weeks time its gonna be officially our last exams of the year before heading to the dreaded o levels.

but i'll always rmb that when there's o levels, there's p r o m which is like every girl's dream!! been talking w the girls about prom next year, and that it'll have to happen no matter what cause its pretty much the highlight of the whole secondary school life. im not gonna leave the school with just an o level certificate. i'd rather leave it with sparkles of blissful memories that'll put a smile on my face

SO
before i continue with all this fairy dust glitter talk that only tinkerbell calls conversation, i'd like to remind you guys that i am a pig. but i dont want to be just an ordinary pig. i wanna be a HALAL PIG. but im one of a kind so im pretty much precious and no one can kill me and eat me. if they do eat me, i'll come back as a spider pig from the simpsons which looks like this:



back to wtv thoughts that scurry my mind, yesterday i gave myself a teeny weeny break and gave myself a surprise sleeping marathon. it wasnt something that was done on purpose. I WAS JUST REAL TIRED. kinda surprises me that im so WEAK. well wtv this just shows that i need a little more sugar in my body. i think i'll be extra sweet if i can become a lollipop. but no one can eat me cause...im a halal pig lollipop so who the heck will eat me.

halal pigs remind me of dendeng which reminds me of BEE CHENG HIANG.

"OK SO WHATS DENDENG"

dendeng is halal meat. its in square form, quite costly for only 100g (and the price varies from there as the weight increases) and it looks like what you can get at BCH. its quite......cool but i find dendeng such an overrated piece of halal meat. everyone says its so awesome and the BOMB but i tried it once myself last week and it was so mediocre slash normal slash nothing special slash oily slash slash slash slash. its usually 4-5 bucks for 100g of dendeng but i insisted the shop owner a.k.a the person who cooks the piece of halal meat that she should just give me 2 pieces cos it was my first time trying out and im scared it wont taste great.

AND I THANK THE HOLY GOD THAT I ONLY HAD 2 PIECES IN THE PACKET COS FINISHING THE 1ST PIECE WAS ALREADY A STRUGGLE. i felt like i was choking with horse hay in my throat. not such a lovely feeling yaknow -_-

so im still wondering whats so fantabulous about this DENDENG which honestly has A FUNNY NAME. dendeng just reminds me of dragon or digimon. so kiddy like for what. and its so oily. my mouth felt like a wheel being lubricated or an oily swimming pool. OKOK dendeng is not THAT BAD but its normal. so super normal its nothing special. and everyone claims dendeng is special and im like wtf. whats the point of me trying out and paying for smtg so normal?

OH WOW IM SIDETRACKING LIKE A MADAFISHER.

well actually i just wanted to say that yesterday i slept from 6 to 7.15 on my sofa.
and then i had indigestion so i slept from 8- 12midnight
and so i woke up, took out my contact lens and studied literature for almost 2 hrs.
so then i slept again from 2 to 5am cos i felt like i just HAD to sleep.
and after my predawn meal which lifted my spirits up a bit since the rice was so nice, i tucked in under my bed and slept from 515 to 6am. 


So i surprised myself for sleeping a lot. Maybe this is a hidden power that has just struck me in my 15th yr living cos im a late bloomer? 


I still question my zodiac though of the fact that im born in the year of the rat. i think pig suits me more. but i cant be no ordinary pig. i need to be a halal pig. so yeah i pretty much just answered my own question.

and i bet you guys dont understand like...half of what im talking about.

But wtv its not meant to be understood by the youths and elders of this generation. its more like i want to blabber and pollute my blogging space with black words and small fonts w splotches of kiddy colours here and there which hopefully distracts people to not sleep on their keyboards while reading this.

And i think NN just wants people to retweet her tweets. Hmm kay...



Childhood treats are a great delight to eat. 
And mia's tumblr is the bombz

Still counting down

The word hate is subjective.
The word despise exists just to make you sound more classy.
The word bored just means you want to kill the whole world for making you unworthy.

The word annoying is for people like you.
And the word death means to just kill me wtv way you want to.

Whats my objective to continue living in this life, I sometimes question.
I cant seem to grab hold of my changing thoughts.

How fickle.

My knees.....has no scars....wow

You pokemon

Its like dillema's everywhere. Every corner i turn i face one.

And its not such an awesome feeling. In fact i feel like a frickin coward right now.
Im forever afraid of risks, and im afraid of hurting people.

I chose to go to London instead of Germany.
I chose to go sushi instead of fireworks at marina bay sands.

I cant make everyone happy yknow.
WHO am I to make eveyone's life in this world such a hella fun carnival.

Im just another human being. Another soul who deserves to be happy too.
So dont take away happy from me. 

I wouldnt want t spend the years of my life, making others happy instead of myself. Cause from what i know, i am top priority too. and no one can take that away from me.

Its monday

Let 3e3 be the white part of the flag cos im not wearing red today.

Didnt realise its already 717. Was thinking of doing an update of my past week. But oh wells...seems like time has no mercy.

But i'll update anyway

On monday, i skipped sch to send my bro off to NS at pulau tekong. LOL i think its a much reasonable reason to skip school than all you people who skipped school just cause you guys are lazy dont chu think.

Tuesday was terror. Lessons were so mundane, so unexpected of a tuesday. Left dance early to catch the preview of RISE OF THE PLANETS OF THE APE and it was GREAT.

Wednesday's a lame-o. Though physics was so productive. Like, no-more-brain-cells-cause-i-absorbed-too-much productive.

On Thursday we finally finished our national dance which was really cool.

Friday was the first day i started fasting since my period ended. Haha quite cool ah i said the word "period" quite openly. lol to come to think of it, i find myself rather barbaric now.

Saturday was fun cause i went to the blogshop and bought myself 2 new cardigans. Idk whats up w me and cardigans but woohoowhoohooo. Had prata and my mum dropped a bomb which was both great and bad.

Sunday i had baked cheese carbonara for break fast.
The carb in carbonara is self-explanatory. Though i dont care about the carbs anyway. Just thought i wanted to make this a point.

SO ITS MONDAY. mundane monday wont be here for now.... ;)

Dreamt about my bro cmg back from NS.
Sigh............10 more days till he gets back

Rainy

Motivational word for the day: Hard work

Your's truly

Miss me? :)

Here's a picture to keep this space at least 5% updated for now. Have tons to blog about but looks like i wont have the time to blog it out. But i've been writing entries in my phone all saved under my draft folder so im pretty sure my future blog posts will be much more smooth. Wont be updating as much as before even though my laptop's officially back to normal. But i'll try my best to keep you guys posted but no promises on that ;>