Lol. the time where my fringe was like a bee nest and...hay
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Breathtaking
Saw a pink sky today. it only lasted for a few minutes. but i consider myself lucky to hav been able to see it cos all the issues about the eclipse moon, the orange moon, the big bright moon and everything nice that happened to the moon was something that i wasnt able to see. not that i didnt want to see it but i just couldnt. soo seeing the pink sky was really pretty. and it comforts me again reminding me that this universe im living in is better than the best fairytale out there. and we all knw that fairytales dont really exist but the universe is something that we cant escape from.
its like a kind of scary that is refreshing i'll hav to say??
its like a kind of scary that is refreshing i'll hav to say??
No tears wasted
Soo i just watched a walk to remember and it was really great. i may sound monotonous now but thats cos if i were to sound so cheerful and happy then its gonna be a bit lame cos after you watch a sad movie you'll "still be in the mood" so if i were to sound cheery then it just sounds awkward. but thats in my opinion anyway.
and fyi i did not cry. i wonder when's gonna be the nxt time i start crying while watching a movie. not that this movie wasnt good, it was srsly enough to make me cry. but the fact that my hearts like i dont know, literally made out of steel or smtg, its hard to cry even if i really want to. i dont know how much more heartless i can get but i guess its not such a bad thing cos you'll seem like the strong one- being the only one crying among your other friends. i gotta admit you do feel like a king of the jungle if your friends cry over a movie and you dont.
so as my title states.
no tears was wasted.
but truly an exceptional movie.
and fyi i did not cry. i wonder when's gonna be the nxt time i start crying while watching a movie. not that this movie wasnt good, it was srsly enough to make me cry. but the fact that my hearts like i dont know, literally made out of steel or smtg, its hard to cry even if i really want to. i dont know how much more heartless i can get but i guess its not such a bad thing cos you'll seem like the strong one- being the only one crying among your other friends. i gotta admit you do feel like a king of the jungle if your friends cry over a movie and you dont.
so as my title states.
no tears was wasted.
but truly an exceptional movie.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
What a cow
My friday was great.
I managed to eat like a cow and exercise better than a cow. seriously speaking, i walked mad a lot today! despite the fact that i was wearing shoes which are flat based, it usually wont contribute to a sore feet but now i look at my feet and the misconception that everyone gets which is "wearing sneakers is less pain than heels" are just inexperienced mamaheads who dont know better. and pain is a subjective term. krazy. sneakers are just as killer as heels. maybe thats just my own thinking and maybe im just being in denial but my thoughts can change instantly in a second HENCE i shud write down what comes across my mind as often as possible right?
Met kevin and mummyyyyyy for shopping he he i hav a great god bro now ;p
Anw after yrs, i finally touched a swimming pool which was great. swimming with jan was so relaxing but we were so stupid. we played dead in the pool and some meditation pose at the bottom of the pool, totally submerged in water. it was those kind of fun moments that's what you called..really really simple but retarded. but i mean fun can come in all forms and kinds right. if you're really really fat, like 400kg fat, you can hav a lot of fun by rolling down a hill like jack and jill or perhaps be another humpty dumpty or be the voice behind pedo barney. do smtg about your life to hav fun man.
Oh and i had macs. auntie anne. 2 packets of twister fries. salad. coke. red velvet. coke. 2 coke sweets. rice. rice with prawns. water = bloated animal monster even monstrous than the lochness monster combined with an ogre from a cave mixed with a giant found right on top of jack's beanstalk. WELL WTV its cool to eat.
An edward came back ;)
And sports carnival was rough. me and nas went a lil krazy and i got a bit grossed out bout you. i will never accept. and i hope you read my blog and hav some sense of common sense that
and it wont be to you.
Monday, July 4, 2011
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Its too tough
The purpose of blogging is ACTUALLY to express your feelings and just update it about basically anything you want. and all the posts i hav written for the past yrs, including my past blog which has held around..more than 300 posts, i would honestly say that even that vast amount of update, i dont think i hav expressed my thoughts as clearly as i can. not only that, i cant' express everything i want here.
i do know how to express them. i really do.
but the fact that i know it would hurt people in many ways just saddens me. in fact, it questions me whether having this blog is helping me or not. its not like some private diary that i can just scribble every single piece of thoughts that i hav in my mind. all these thoughts are not sugar coated, they're not sweet and dandy as many might think.
& i still question myself whether i should make this blog private cause i hav too much ramblings and bitch thoughts in my mind that i just hav to type down cause im certain that that will definitely make me feel better, even if its just one percent.
you guys hav no idea how tough it is for me to keep this blog going. i hav so many drafts that i've written but never never published cause of my timid courage that apparently just speaks of cowardice.
if a blog is to express my inner most feelings, then i dont think i call this a blog.
its just able to give me minimum satisfaction for at most,......only a few hours.
i do know how to express them. i really do.
but the fact that i know it would hurt people in many ways just saddens me. in fact, it questions me whether having this blog is helping me or not. its not like some private diary that i can just scribble every single piece of thoughts that i hav in my mind. all these thoughts are not sugar coated, they're not sweet and dandy as many might think.
& i still question myself whether i should make this blog private cause i hav too much ramblings and bitch thoughts in my mind that i just hav to type down cause im certain that that will definitely make me feel better, even if its just one percent.
you guys hav no idea how tough it is for me to keep this blog going. i hav so many drafts that i've written but never never published cause of my timid courage that apparently just speaks of cowardice.
if a blog is to express my inner most feelings, then i dont think i call this a blog.
its just able to give me minimum satisfaction for at most,......only a few hours.
Friday, July 1, 2011
3 day break
more like 3 day snores.
i dont think i would be getting any real work done apart from homework. and frankly speaking, i do not like the whole 're-exam' idea. i mean it just builds up complacency to other students hence not giving them any motivation to study harder for the next exam since now you guys hav already sparked the idea of having a re-exam and when smtg good happens, everyone'll be waiting for another great thing to happen. just doesnt motivate me as much anymore. i'd rather you guys just scrap the whole idea cause im done crying cause of my results. and srsly mosquitoes hav been my new best friend. or maybe the weather's just being a raw mortal enemy cause my skin is being so irritated. i need proper hydration and moisture asap cause i cant spend my youth having skin that looks like a dry dead whale.
i dont think i would be getting any real work done apart from homework. and frankly speaking, i do not like the whole 're-exam' idea. i mean it just builds up complacency to other students hence not giving them any motivation to study harder for the next exam since now you guys hav already sparked the idea of having a re-exam and when smtg good happens, everyone'll be waiting for another great thing to happen. just doesnt motivate me as much anymore. i'd rather you guys just scrap the whole idea cause im done crying cause of my results. and srsly mosquitoes hav been my new best friend. or maybe the weather's just being a raw mortal enemy cause my skin is being so irritated. i need proper hydration and moisture asap cause i cant spend my youth having skin that looks like a dry dead whale.
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