no sigh of relief. none.

just got news that school starts on a monday. i think mondays are the worst days ever. i dont care if we can arrive to school later. i just hate the feeling of singing the school song and standing there for 3 minutes and then proceeding back to class and lessons will start all over again. its all one routine that i do not like doing esp when education nowadays is so tough. i still hav yet to see why sec 3 is one of the best years of secondary school life. i hav much faith that it'll get better towards the end of the year but im just being a sour trout right now i suppose because i just want my june hols to be longer. time's passing so fast. we'll all grow old in no time )':

garfield

and 2 days later, its maryam's 15th birthday!!!! <3 he he

Hehe dont let anything destroy your day today and enjoy it with happy tears happy tears!! we grew really close as the years flew past and hanging out with ya has been a total blast!! may your 15th be a fantastic one for a gorgeous girl like you and just to let you know, it has been such joy having you around. Luv you yam! <3

maybe its just me

i hav a drunk profile picture. wondering if i should change it to this.

ok fine i think i shud stop.....thinking so much. gotta get ready. meeting my two sexies for laddaland and then heading to carousel to meet the birthday girl for dinner ;)

15 yr old janice to 16 yr old janice

Its the princess' sweet 16 birthday today!!! <3 
he he dont know if she's reading this, but jan, you hav seriously been one of the best friends i could ever have and that it was really super blissful to hav met you! may the years blossom your impeccable beauty and your pretty character that matches it cause im pretty sure we'll be great friends for many more years ahead. hehe luv you very much <3

my 11.11 never worked

and tonight i wonder if i'll cry myself to sleep again )': i think i need counselling.

people change, music change

I think what caused kanye west to really crumble was because of taylor swift winning the music video awards with her so called "best music video ever". i mean, yeah he shouldnt hav just snatched the award from her and defend himself by saying HIS "stronger" video was much better (which i agree is ten times better) but right now i pity him cause his hip hop essence wasnt the same a few years ago.

i went to youtube to search for his past videos and songs and he really received a lot of luv. much more luv than taylor swift. all you taylor swift fans might be accusing me of having some kind of grudge against taylor swift (which i do have) but what im really trying to say here is that the meaning behind kanye west's songs hold much more life than taylor swift which only talks about her having some crush on this hot dude who already has some hot girlfriend but she claims in her own fairy dandy world that she's a better option since she suits him perfectly but what she didnt know was that he had some crush on her blah blah blah. get a grip taylor. wake up.

i like kanye west. thats why im defending him. i just miss his chart topping and realistic songs he wrote in the past. no actually, i just miss how music was like a few years ago )': society's messed up.

dont like this new me

it was a happy day yesterday since we went to playnation to celebrate amirah's birthday. i had my dose of popeyes after so long and we played the big taboo which was 2 times more fun than the normal taboo but it would hav been better if mia came and the rest stayed a bit longer.

anw i cried mysef to sleep yesterday. i was in my most deepest form of depression. i planned to shut down all form of my social networks. there was only one person i wanted to talk to. but i wont state the name here. and frankly i dont think that person would be awake at 4am in the morning )';

anyway pictures?

The birthday girl's present from me and nas <3