i dont want to do this

Ugh the stress......is fading away.
and its a bad thing. i need some sense of urgency in me asap.

BUT anyway i think im a pretty happy girl. i had my late night prata which is really nice and not to mention, i tricked a barbie girl so ya everyone should watch their backs BOOM BOOM POW.

heheh this picture was super long ago but whatever im in a rush now bye laptop hi ........ books :/

big time rush

Hehehe i just had to blog again. i think today is one of those days where you have an interesting string of awesome tv shows and its those days where i feel happy and light and fresh. but that doesnt mean im in the studying mood. i've been tuning in to mtv and nickelodean for a few days now and i noticed that big time rush has debuted in holywood?? haha its quite funny actually cos i think their music video is tacky and the dance is amateurish honestly speaking i dont think americans/canadians can dance. those genuine dancers come from asia. im not ssaying that im a good dancer. no no no. but i feel that the modern dance team can do better thats pretty much in my opinion. but negativity aside, i think the song's nice. it reminds me of the past. not that i used to have a boyfriend(which i never had) but it just feels like those kind of old songs. the era where there was nsync and craig david. i dont know if you guys know what im talking about but the mtv last time was much better in terms of music videos, songs and lyrics. but the era change and people change and music change.

And i decided that im gonna start on glee after my mid year exams.
i find that asian dancer dude super cute i hope my future boyf will look like him pls oh please.

the days when my phone wasnt blinged. i want a blackberry.

trying my best

yeah im trying my best to keep this blog alive. there's nothing much on my mind right now besides swimming for fund and my mid year exams. and i swear i hate selfish people. look at all of us and get a taste of how you're acting towards the class. at least, we bother to care about this, thinking of some solution unlike you sitting there in ure seat doing ure maths. my friday wasnt spectacular. and i dont think i will be having a great weekend.

tell me something i dont know

Yesterday, my butt hurt like crazy and it was because i sat down on the chair for super long. i dont know how eunice does it. we headed down to tampines to get our class shirts done and we were super indecisive. im super blessed we got a patient gal attending to us cos ya...its nice to know some people are really easy going and tolerant. cos frankly speaking i think me and eunice were super annoying asking for this asking for that like i swear, around 20 times. but everything's well now and whats done is done. im not gonna worry about the shirt anymore cos what ms nurul said in class today was TRUE. and that was, we should all be stressed by now since mye is.. approx 2 weeks later. which saddens me deeply inside out cos i just dont like to study. we had long johns for dinner, accompanied by endless chatting and just feeling proud of ourselves cos ya we just are ;)



Just came back from naseha's crib. studied and i finally mastered my completing the square all over again ;) i sincerely think one of the best feelings in the world is to get the right answers for math. its just so darn satisfactory its the best feeling everrrrr ^_______^ and i dont like people who think my specs are fake. its sad ): and plus i think S is the most annoying gal ever. just seeing her face sends my blood to a total boil. talk about bitch.

and its been long since i met adilah and aura. dont think i'll be meeting thm soon ); but i shall not curse myself and just hope for the best ;)



AND i want new shoes. shoes, shoes, shoes.

my tuesday

I finally entered the dance studio ever since syf ended. i feel super happy when i came inside and the aircon just blasted on me hehe i was like a reborn unicorn. mr ben didnt come today which meant a sub instructor came and his name was charlie and he's a bboy ;) he's super cool x1000 and we ended up learning a lot of new dance moves which were mad difficult but i can now kind of do a babyfreeze!!!!!!!!!! but im having so much cramps and bruises on me that all i wanna do is rest. but mid year's in 2 weeks time. and im finally feeling the stress. i hope i can ban myself from the computer but you cant stop this things. you just cant. its like, telling you to stop eating. its like a natural thing that has already grew in you and its smtg that u just have to do. you just cant stop it. you just cant.

and we had the shortest and random assembly's ever i dont even know what was so serious about it. it was like........kind of retarded but i had a lot of space to move around and i was kinda comfortable and not to mention lz shaved his hair and everytime i see him my heart just freaking shatters cos....his nice hair is gone. just like that. its scary how things can turn out. and sometimes you just cant plan the outcome. right now i seriously dont know whats going on with the class tee design. i feel like everyone should just do a secret voting thingy like those you do during an election. at least no one will be scared to state their own opinions and wont be questioned for this, for that. since when has spore become so judgmental. must everyone just follow the crowd all the time? it hurts that originality is fading away. be a lady gaga and just shut everyone up with how unique you are. barbie girl, gossip girl, simon took a lot of time and effort dg the design. shut up and just pay the money.

feel like a princess

I just had a 3hr nap and i feel so good. but at the same time i feel as guilty as a slut cause i didnt touch my books.

i look like a loser with my swagger and my hair tied low im gonna blow blow blow bubbles into the puddles of the lake water into the salt water yippie yippie yai yai yo jai ho jai ho school was a bore today yeah take me away to the amazon river where crocodiles linger all day yay yay boom chicka wow wow boom chicka wow wow sujeong says meow meow meow meow happy night studying to me. im a supa fly chick COME ON

wedding

My cousin got married after dating her boyfriend for 10 years! and surprise surprise i was one of the bridesmaids that wore super thick makeup but the main focus aint on me ;P its on my cousin and my new cousin in law ;)

here are some of the gifts the bride and groom bought for each other! this ceremony was held during the day like really in the morning i dont know whats it called in english but i'll just give u guys the malay term which is called "akad nikah" so go help ureself and find out ureself okayyyy















&these are taken somewhat before the rehearsal and the wedding venue is super huuuuuuuge and extravagant!






the wedding was gonna start in a few hrs at that time so we had to head back to the bride's-dressing-room-place- hotel thingy i dont know what but yeah we had to get our make up done since we were the bridesmaids but i hav to be strictly honest i really dont look like me since the make up artist put a whole lot of chunk and gunk on my face i swear im not even exaggerating. my face feels very heavy as i walk around and i feel like im a mannequin doll at first, thinking that i looked flawless and everything but srsly speaking i kinda look like.........ok i was super shocked when i looked at myself in the mirror. i felt like an asian princess fiona. which is not a good thing cos fiona is GREEN.






AND THIS IS ME...





I look so mature...i do not like........ ><













ok maybe u guys think i look like those china opera singers with super thick makeup all caked up on the face BUT i think i look more natural in real life and without flash i swear!!! yayayaaa excuses excuses excuses




here's another random shot of them but i think its super cuuuuuuuuuute to the max



i love them together!!!! i guess, happily ever afters do happen after all. i think her's is just a total fairytale. im really happy for them like seriously happy and i got a new cousin in law hehe!!

congrats guyyyyyyssss ;)
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i'll upload some other pictures here and there for the upcoming posts to come alright. but for now, have fun seeing my face