i am the only dopester

So some wannabe dopester kiddy 8 yr old malay defiant think-he's-cool boy who has not reached growth spurt at all or any form of puberty punched my purse yesterday on purpose.
ON PURPOSE. ON PURPOSE

I DONT GET IT. WHY DO YOU HAV TO GO ALL HATING' ON MY PURSE.
too cute is it? too pretty is it?

TOO BAD YOU'RE A BOY OK JUST TOO BAD. DONT COME SULKING TO ME BOUT URE GENDER YOU......YOU.... YOU NO HORMONES BOI 

and i love kids. I really do. Even if they're obese or bald or all bones i love them all to bits and pieces. But this boy just walked past me and punched my purse which was at my hip and he had attitude written all over his face and i was like "you lame"

I was pissed off cause tht boy was rude. He was not cute, not adorable. Attitude that you wanna slap. Bitch face.

This boy is questioning my love for children!!! 

So as far as i know, he wont be classified in my list for children. I'll classify him as a.... fred. As in, fred from flinstones? If you all still dont get it, its my alternative way of saying 'cavemen'.

I know kids make mistakes. I know kids are still learning, still adapting. But when i was 8, i was an angel, and i was the only dopester around. This boy just wants to take the title away from me.

Move it boy you're clogging up all my sunshine.

My purse shall be sanitized.

I am the only dopester around here. Bow down to your highness of highest dopes

I'm silently cursing the lady who did my hair. 4 days have passed and my fringe grew 0.01cm which is a great improvement -_- I have no idea why I have rubber band marks on the sides of my hair. I seriously think karma is biting me in the butt and someone is just out there to get me. I really need to get my digital perm like ASAP and I need to get more hairbands. so far my hari raya has been funny and uneventful SO FAR but im patientgal101. so this just in, im waiting for a hurricane of peepos to arrive my house and attack my kueh. I'll be by the sidelines watching, with a grin on my face secretly jumping in my heart congratulating you guys for gaining a few monstrous pounds. Love you xoxo

A breath of fresh air

So I'm blogging through iPhone and I'm feeling really depressed at the moment. I wonder who loves me out there when the only thing I specialize in is to bitch and to be caught up in havin a pms moment. Its not frickin funny to feel depressed. I kind of threw my phone away
I'm not gonna touch that crap and have not been touching that crap since last Thursday night. Im not gonna get involved in any useless school work cause I just don't feel like it. I
Am not gonna answer anyone's call I'm not gonna meet up w anyone besides this family of mine. I'm useless. And no one wants me. I'd rather play safe and stay at home where family protects and no one will drop a bomb on me, no one will kill me, no one can shove me any downgrading thoughts they think of me. I'd rather stay in the corner, cooped up in my room and have no friends. At least the only feeling I can feel is just being lonely. I'd rather be a loner and a coward than be someone our in the streets getting bullied.
I'd rather look at myself in the mirror than go out to face all those pretty wannabes who think they own the bloody whole world. I'd rather breathe my own fresh air. The world is officially dirty. It's polluted with every single shit every single soul. I'm better than all those useless dickheads. I'm better off being only with myself.

next

Next blog post will be about 2 things.

Maid

and my worst day of my life

Smtg cold?

Yumzzz

Green like a pixie

Oh how lovely! The baldie dint come today!!

So this is for you.........

Pls remain bald!! ^_^v

I want to look like sailor moon. Or chun li. But according to yam they're not cute! 

Having a lovely dinner tonight w the bffs'!! Im not gonna let this week be so mundane like my usual weekdays. The week is almost over! And fasting is almost over for this year so hang in there everyone!!

Miss me till i update nxt time!!

Bringing me out the door

What an irritating day filled w an endless amount of disgusting adventure and deadly lessons. Seriously...how on earth do people ever come to like school? esp when you're stuck with an unreasonable baldie who happens to be all up in your face. It sucks not being able to express whats on my mind right in front of him cause im so sure he's gonna pop out his eyeballs again and its me who'll look like the rebel when apparently im the ANGEL and malar is my sidekick.

Mother tongue was crap.
I dont see how walking 4 flights of stairs and entering a classroom w fans so irritating that my papers fly everywhere, and the kpo-chi sunshine just soaks up all form of fresh air that i can inhale is a great environment. So i was choking like a cow in class as i felt like i had no oxygen to make me feel aliiiiiiiiiiiive.

SO NO OXYGEN MEANS NO LIFE MEANS NO STUDYING. Wow so much for a better learning environment. Please swallow some markers from the whiteboard and choke and die.

Still cant bring myself to accept that we have left our air con mt room for smtg more "environmentally-friendly". Pls. Its not like taking away our aircon for both mt rooms will make such a difference. Fyi, the library, comp lab and other useless venues all have airconditioning. SO WOW SCHOOL CONGRATS ON SAVING I DONT KNOW....... 30 BUX?

Im still keeping the faith that everything is going well.....esp my moodswings. and simin if you're reading this, i wasnt pissed w you just now at the toilet, i just dont know wth happened back there. Demon dhiya is back liao..so how now brown cow )': ??