LIFE

Some people say nerds are a total turn off. but whats so bad about being so super smart?

blue blood

Honestly speaking, i dont think prince harry looks better than prince william. his level of class falls far below his elder brother and he was considered a playboy. dont really know what was his education whatsoever but prince harry seems like one of those people who'll marry prolly an heiress whereas prince william will go for someone more down to earth as he had grown up living with so much pain from his mom's death and betrayal. i guess, prince william is someone i really look up to. when i think of him, yeah i still think of his royal duties, his class and formal way of doing things- you know being very princely. but i guess those kind of things are what makes someone a true prince. someone who went through a great deal of hardship in life, studies hard and takes care of his of her's younger siblings. in my opinion, he's a total genuine person and he makes the perfect prince. much better than those in the disney movies that wears a cape every single time. but here i am sitting down thinking to myself that a prince is someone like prince william. he is filled with humility and filled with explosive charisma and a slight sparkle that seems to come only from him and to everyone, this certain sparkle seems to be rather noticeable. he was a good prince. and he is everything a prince should be.

i just felt like i had to voice out my opinions. dont stop me.

tired

there's no school tomorrow! yippeee and today i cooked maggie for myself cos the food at home was being a total sucker. i sound like a spoiled kid but i sound like a fat kid greedy kid too. but people always conclude fat/ greedy people are cute in a way...so does that mean im cute? sigh whats the point of asking. i know the answer already anyway. i know im super cute to the max of the max no kitty can defeat me no doraemon can defeat me no barbie doll can defeat me in my cute perfection.

YA CUTE RIGHT I KNOWEZZXXXXX ok la wtv i think im getting too drowsy powsy pow pow pow

starting of the mid year

Today marks the start of mid year. well, not really actually. and the best part of this week will most probably be the fact that there is no school on wednesday as our sch is being used for some polling thing- something i actually have no clue about but clue no clue, im just thankful there's no sch on wednesday. i can finally clear more doubts and grasp some better understanding on some things ;)

so today was our paper 1 for our language papers. i think i especially put my best in my malay factual compositions and the word "COMPACT" was inside my head hence i really really really want my paragraphs to be full of elaboration and detail. i hope 12 lines of the foolscap per paragraph is long enough. i got a bruise from writing too much and i dont know if thats a good thing or not! i think my english composition was kinda retarded. i lied about my number of words! i cant believe i wrote less than 350 words! writing above 350 was totally NOT a problem for me cos i talk a lot an incorporate it in my compositions which means my compos will usually be lengthy. i guess i was extra cautious of writing too much. perhaps, too cautious :| 

dont really wanna talk much about the papers today. i do think i put in my best though. my papers continue this friday. im left with not much time. wish me luck xx 

Mid year hasnt really officially started. here i am thinking what should i do when it ends. hmmmm i should srsly stop all this nonsensical fantasies that surround me. i wanna play.......TEKKEN

how i wish i could

Here i am. basically just telling everyone that im dying for math. how i wish i could be born smart and intellectual. there isnt anything much to say so i guess i should get back to revising my ss. and seeing or hearing people studying so hard really kills me. it kills me so hard, harder than a bullet piercing through my heart, harder that a knife stabbing my freaking back. yeah...you get the idea.

it just kills me.

library day

im not feeling very good right now at the moment. math is really making my head go all topsy turvey. and now i really pray i can get at least a C for my math cos further trigo is too difficult. im motivated though for history and ss since i really do wanna go germany and party like a rockstar. i think im going to ask ms farinna for help in my indices. cos i think thats pretty much the only thing thats really wrecking my brain. not too confident for english since i have not been reading books. yeahh it really sux to be me :( im one unorganized person and i dont know how to get back to those old days when nothing was at all such a problem to me. when i was in sec 1 i swear everything was so easy that getting a C or B4 was impossible. while im writing this post, i really feel a wave of emotions cmg to me. and my eng paper is on monday. i really worry. thats not like me at all. i never worry for english. cos i know i'll always ace it. but right now.......i dont know. anything can happen. but i challenge myself however, i really challenge myself. if only the teachers could see that. i'll get an A for determination. and my report card will be crystal clean.

I look like a baby. well. I want to be a baby

back for n hr

I get really agitated easily at this moment. must be because of the exams. now i dont know whats been happening since i lost my mind map mojo. i used to be able to do mind maps so well now it looks like its all squeezed and not worth reading. kinda irritates me that we have to memorize a lot for history too. its like my brain and words just dont go together. right now i dont really know which subject i shud start on. perhaps i'll just continue my history or my ss since im rlly in no mood to solve and get frustrated over equations a.k.a math. maybe just maybe i need a break. but then the guilt of having a break kills me. i feel like fainting so i can be put on a stretcher and get sent to a hospital, yknow try smtg new. cos this feeling of not being able to motivate myself and not getting things done or feeling smart enough is getting old. 

Hmm cant help feeling this way

I just took a shower and i smell like a baby. i think im falling in love with myself.

first up i have no idea how natt can sprain her ankle hahah seeing her walk slower than a snail breaks my heart! and there was napha today which was mad annoying. ok the only thing that was annoying was 2.4km. i regret every single time i walked instead of jogged cos......ya i was just too tired! i think i failed which was a total waste cos i think i did pretty ok for my 5 stations. someone enlighten me why girls need to run 2.4km. i highly doubt we'll need to apply this in our life. and we dont go for ns. so i dont understand why we need to run long distances.

i hate jogging. i hate long distance running. im having second thoughts about going jc now cos they have mass pe. anyway eunice will be helping me in my 2.4 and sit ups while i help her in sbj and pull ups ;) and we collected our class shirts today and i think its very cute ;)



This just in: Im mad tired

hottie meets naughty

I talked a lot of stuff to gossip girl today oh and not to mention, i did 20 sit ups. k la not bad for a sit up noob like me. hmm mye is next week. why am i not feeling any stress yet.

dead

Doing trigo just kills me brain cells. i do not like it. but it does give me an effect of the result of studying hard hence it makes me feel smart. but i guess only for a few minutes then im all blonde and dumb again. nah im not saying blondes are dumbs.

OK SO ANYWAY today was kind of a celebration for my sis and bro who just turned 22 and 20 respectively. scares me a bit actually. i mean. you just cant control age. i still remember how things were like in the past when my bro was like still in secondary school and my sis was still in jc. it seems so long ago....well yeah it IS long ago. but.......sigh i just really want the world to revolve slowly slowly slowly.

OK WE HAD PIZZA HUT. wanted to order domino's but................

I had 3 pizza's, 1 rodeo wing, a few tortilla chips, 2 garlic bread pieces, cheese and like before that i had 4 large cookies from some american cookie brand then previously i had rice. which overall makes me a fatso wannabe but no i dont think i gained anything. k la wtv la i not showing off ok. i think i did gain a few....grams. or maybe i gained more. anw napha's on tuesday. which means im totally screwed.

i dont want to do this

Ugh the stress......is fading away.
and its a bad thing. i need some sense of urgency in me asap.

BUT anyway i think im a pretty happy girl. i had my late night prata which is really nice and not to mention, i tricked a barbie girl so ya everyone should watch their backs BOOM BOOM POW.

heheh this picture was super long ago but whatever im in a rush now bye laptop hi ........ books :/

big time rush

Hehehe i just had to blog again. i think today is one of those days where you have an interesting string of awesome tv shows and its those days where i feel happy and light and fresh. but that doesnt mean im in the studying mood. i've been tuning in to mtv and nickelodean for a few days now and i noticed that big time rush has debuted in holywood?? haha its quite funny actually cos i think their music video is tacky and the dance is amateurish honestly speaking i dont think americans/canadians can dance. those genuine dancers come from asia. im not ssaying that im a good dancer. no no no. but i feel that the modern dance team can do better thats pretty much in my opinion. but negativity aside, i think the song's nice. it reminds me of the past. not that i used to have a boyfriend(which i never had) but it just feels like those kind of old songs. the era where there was nsync and craig david. i dont know if you guys know what im talking about but the mtv last time was much better in terms of music videos, songs and lyrics. but the era change and people change and music change.

And i decided that im gonna start on glee after my mid year exams.
i find that asian dancer dude super cute i hope my future boyf will look like him pls oh please.

the days when my phone wasnt blinged. i want a blackberry.

trying my best

yeah im trying my best to keep this blog alive. there's nothing much on my mind right now besides swimming for fund and my mid year exams. and i swear i hate selfish people. look at all of us and get a taste of how you're acting towards the class. at least, we bother to care about this, thinking of some solution unlike you sitting there in ure seat doing ure maths. my friday wasnt spectacular. and i dont think i will be having a great weekend.

tell me something i dont know

Yesterday, my butt hurt like crazy and it was because i sat down on the chair for super long. i dont know how eunice does it. we headed down to tampines to get our class shirts done and we were super indecisive. im super blessed we got a patient gal attending to us cos ya...its nice to know some people are really easy going and tolerant. cos frankly speaking i think me and eunice were super annoying asking for this asking for that like i swear, around 20 times. but everything's well now and whats done is done. im not gonna worry about the shirt anymore cos what ms nurul said in class today was TRUE. and that was, we should all be stressed by now since mye is.. approx 2 weeks later. which saddens me deeply inside out cos i just dont like to study. we had long johns for dinner, accompanied by endless chatting and just feeling proud of ourselves cos ya we just are ;)



Just came back from naseha's crib. studied and i finally mastered my completing the square all over again ;) i sincerely think one of the best feelings in the world is to get the right answers for math. its just so darn satisfactory its the best feeling everrrrr ^_______^ and i dont like people who think my specs are fake. its sad ): and plus i think S is the most annoying gal ever. just seeing her face sends my blood to a total boil. talk about bitch.

and its been long since i met adilah and aura. dont think i'll be meeting thm soon ); but i shall not curse myself and just hope for the best ;)



AND i want new shoes. shoes, shoes, shoes.

my tuesday

I finally entered the dance studio ever since syf ended. i feel super happy when i came inside and the aircon just blasted on me hehe i was like a reborn unicorn. mr ben didnt come today which meant a sub instructor came and his name was charlie and he's a bboy ;) he's super cool x1000 and we ended up learning a lot of new dance moves which were mad difficult but i can now kind of do a babyfreeze!!!!!!!!!! but im having so much cramps and bruises on me that all i wanna do is rest. but mid year's in 2 weeks time. and im finally feeling the stress. i hope i can ban myself from the computer but you cant stop this things. you just cant. its like, telling you to stop eating. its like a natural thing that has already grew in you and its smtg that u just have to do. you just cant stop it. you just cant.

and we had the shortest and random assembly's ever i dont even know what was so serious about it. it was like........kind of retarded but i had a lot of space to move around and i was kinda comfortable and not to mention lz shaved his hair and everytime i see him my heart just freaking shatters cos....his nice hair is gone. just like that. its scary how things can turn out. and sometimes you just cant plan the outcome. right now i seriously dont know whats going on with the class tee design. i feel like everyone should just do a secret voting thingy like those you do during an election. at least no one will be scared to state their own opinions and wont be questioned for this, for that. since when has spore become so judgmental. must everyone just follow the crowd all the time? it hurts that originality is fading away. be a lady gaga and just shut everyone up with how unique you are. barbie girl, gossip girl, simon took a lot of time and effort dg the design. shut up and just pay the money.

feel like a princess

I just had a 3hr nap and i feel so good. but at the same time i feel as guilty as a slut cause i didnt touch my books.

i look like a loser with my swagger and my hair tied low im gonna blow blow blow bubbles into the puddles of the lake water into the salt water yippie yippie yai yai yo jai ho jai ho school was a bore today yeah take me away to the amazon river where crocodiles linger all day yay yay boom chicka wow wow boom chicka wow wow sujeong says meow meow meow meow happy night studying to me. im a supa fly chick COME ON

wedding

My cousin got married after dating her boyfriend for 10 years! and surprise surprise i was one of the bridesmaids that wore super thick makeup but the main focus aint on me ;P its on my cousin and my new cousin in law ;)

here are some of the gifts the bride and groom bought for each other! this ceremony was held during the day like really in the morning i dont know whats it called in english but i'll just give u guys the malay term which is called "akad nikah" so go help ureself and find out ureself okayyyy















&these are taken somewhat before the rehearsal and the wedding venue is super huuuuuuuge and extravagant!






the wedding was gonna start in a few hrs at that time so we had to head back to the bride's-dressing-room-place- hotel thingy i dont know what but yeah we had to get our make up done since we were the bridesmaids but i hav to be strictly honest i really dont look like me since the make up artist put a whole lot of chunk and gunk on my face i swear im not even exaggerating. my face feels very heavy as i walk around and i feel like im a mannequin doll at first, thinking that i looked flawless and everything but srsly speaking i kinda look like.........ok i was super shocked when i looked at myself in the mirror. i felt like an asian princess fiona. which is not a good thing cos fiona is GREEN.






AND THIS IS ME...





I look so mature...i do not like........ ><













ok maybe u guys think i look like those china opera singers with super thick makeup all caked up on the face BUT i think i look more natural in real life and without flash i swear!!! yayayaaa excuses excuses excuses




here's another random shot of them but i think its super cuuuuuuuuuute to the max



i love them together!!!! i guess, happily ever afters do happen after all. i think her's is just a total fairytale. im really happy for them like seriously happy and i got a new cousin in law hehe!!

congrats guyyyyyyssss ;)
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i'll upload some other pictures here and there for the upcoming posts to come alright. but for now, have fun seeing my face